Post by h7underlined on Apr 3, 2010 23:52:45 GMT -8
Here is my Nero Bellum bedtime story for the world....
I've sent him amounts from $150 to $250 (via moneygram) for his last copy of We The Fallen, a tour poster, a dead rose, and a personal letter from him. It was one of the packages from an old blog of his.
Hell, i even gave him a working BRAND NEW sidekick when i met him at the West Palm Beach show of the last tour...He was extremely grateful, hooked me up with a shirt, and it was really cool hanging out with him. Shit, he would have gotten me into the show for free if i didnt already have the soundpass lol.
I don’t, in any way believe he’s a thief, i just think its a matter of shitty luck...
Every time i spoke to him, he would update me with his lack of a home, swine flu issue, him getting hit by a fuckin car, his own car dying situations, getting robbed of over $1500, and more issues like that.
He did tell me that he had all the packages at a friends house (i think) and he would be trying to send them, but keep in mind this was a few months back.
He hasn’t replied to me either in some time....
The phone number i have is disconnected, and no one else in the band knows what is happening.
But i really think its just a matter of marshall having alot to deal with, hes not a dick and he seemed to appreciate every dime that was sent to him...but his band is what he lives for...
YES he is a MAJOR dope head...i use to be just as bad as him...fucking people over for enough cash for afew grams of coke...
But you end up hating yourself, KNOWING that what your doing is wrong...wanting to stop...wanting to make every right with your fans, but you just have no control.
Only thing that saved my life was going 100% flat broke and having no one to fall back on... i lost the love of my live of that shit...and i regret it to this day. it took me 4 FUCKING YEARS to get my band up to where we are now (which is still pretty fucking unknown). But now i know what i did was wrong....
There is a shot he could see the error of his ways. But what he did to me and all of you is fucking wrong...
So i know what he’s going through...Im in the same boat, i get fucked over ALOT which makes it impossible to send out masks that kids buy from my band...or when a cd shipment gets fucked up and i have shell my own money into shipping out a new one. (keep in mind im more broke than a homeless person)
I know what he is dealing with (if this is still the same case for him anyway)
But i personally wouldn’t use the word "thief", regarding the current (or past) situations that he’s dealing with.
He could just be a walking wreck & a danger to himself.
I would say theres alot more to this then some "internet scam"...I just don't think he would do that.
This is much more than what most of us once thought....
It could be a matter of personal safety and well being.
PLEASE don't think im trying to justify any of the wrong he is doing. I just think there might be alot more to it than we know.
None the less...some one needs to find him and find out what the hell is on what is going on, so people can stop playing a guessing game with his life.
-H7 of UNDERLINED
I've sent him amounts from $150 to $250 (via moneygram) for his last copy of We The Fallen, a tour poster, a dead rose, and a personal letter from him. It was one of the packages from an old blog of his.
Hell, i even gave him a working BRAND NEW sidekick when i met him at the West Palm Beach show of the last tour...He was extremely grateful, hooked me up with a shirt, and it was really cool hanging out with him. Shit, he would have gotten me into the show for free if i didnt already have the soundpass lol.
I don’t, in any way believe he’s a thief, i just think its a matter of shitty luck...
Every time i spoke to him, he would update me with his lack of a home, swine flu issue, him getting hit by a fuckin car, his own car dying situations, getting robbed of over $1500, and more issues like that.
He did tell me that he had all the packages at a friends house (i think) and he would be trying to send them, but keep in mind this was a few months back.
He hasn’t replied to me either in some time....
The phone number i have is disconnected, and no one else in the band knows what is happening.
But i really think its just a matter of marshall having alot to deal with, hes not a dick and he seemed to appreciate every dime that was sent to him...but his band is what he lives for...
YES he is a MAJOR dope head...i use to be just as bad as him...fucking people over for enough cash for afew grams of coke...
But you end up hating yourself, KNOWING that what your doing is wrong...wanting to stop...wanting to make every right with your fans, but you just have no control.
Only thing that saved my life was going 100% flat broke and having no one to fall back on... i lost the love of my live of that shit...and i regret it to this day. it took me 4 FUCKING YEARS to get my band up to where we are now (which is still pretty fucking unknown). But now i know what i did was wrong....
There is a shot he could see the error of his ways. But what he did to me and all of you is fucking wrong...
So i know what he’s going through...Im in the same boat, i get fucked over ALOT which makes it impossible to send out masks that kids buy from my band...or when a cd shipment gets fucked up and i have shell my own money into shipping out a new one. (keep in mind im more broke than a homeless person)
I know what he is dealing with (if this is still the same case for him anyway)
But i personally wouldn’t use the word "thief", regarding the current (or past) situations that he’s dealing with.
He could just be a walking wreck & a danger to himself.
I would say theres alot more to this then some "internet scam"...I just don't think he would do that.
This is much more than what most of us once thought....
It could be a matter of personal safety and well being.
PLEASE don't think im trying to justify any of the wrong he is doing. I just think there might be alot more to it than we know.
None the less...some one needs to find him and find out what the hell is on what is going on, so people can stop playing a guessing game with his life.
-H7 of UNDERLINED